Sunday, March 07, 2010
Brief update:
Been extremely busy with school, my goodness, the work is really bombarding me (it's like twice of last year's I have no idea why), the people around me are scarily hardworking which worries me quite a bit because I'm precisely the contrast. Dance is almost EVERYDAY because concert is 2 months away (& tjc's is 1) I'm very very excited for it but you see, that means I'm very very tired as well. haha. Even on Saturdays!!! I've to miss Sat ministry and rush to/from service:/ Then again extensive dance means I've been spending a lot of time with my dance friends♥
It's hola! MSA week here once again and this feels more stressful than promos last year, haha. The expectations I'm giving myself (+those from my parents definitely) is making me go sick to the bone with stress. I know, take a deep breath. I'm in my dad's office right now trying my very best to do Chemistry which I'm so bad at. The computer man had to call to say he has to reformat my screwed up comp at home hence I'm trying to do more Moles&empirical&titration so I can be distracted from the sad fact that the highly important stuff in my comp are gonna be *poof GONE FOREVER :'(
By the way I got B for Alevels Chinese which I'm a little upset about, but still I'm thankful for it and I decided not to retake for the purely good reason that Chinese lessons are helluva waste of time & effort.
On a happier note, I got a new organizer so I'm just that little bit more excited for school hahaha. Ah Lucas just sent me an encouragement sms thankzkew with all my heart. And of course, God's been the reason why I haven't like maybe broken down into pieces and He has been turning my days from (if it's)bad-->good so at least at night instead of worrying about stuff I can concentrate on sleeping first, at most it only takes till the next day to be good again. He makes me realise I can still find joy in bad times :)
Kay, promise I will be back soon.
